ok so thts not jux lately buh ever since i've been workin here where i am.. been told by a hell lot ov people to update moi CV n send it to else where companies..

n the list includes..

moi sister ( the older one)
moi bro, moi behnoi, moi csn (Tahir)
moi bro (Haseeb)
moi bro (Zaini)
moi firend (Sheharyar)
another ov moi freind (tauqeer)
not to forget moi MUM

maybe forgettin a couple names buh these r the people who tell me to do so lyke almost ater every week. =P

but i've proven to b a deaf ear n havent even tried makin a single change to the CV..

although an aquaintance ov mine tried makin me to do so n did a couple changes to it himself
but even then i never fixd it up....

so i was wonderin iv there is some sorta serious problem with me tht dsnt let me do things tht seem to b uterly improtant to others =P.

so after a long pause.. here i am .. not realy with a lot to tell or share .. but recently..
have been wondering.. wht kinda ppl r those for whom.. nothin but material matters or iv these type ov ppl really do exist..

i mean yeah come on.. evry single human being has been created on the same single principle.. then how come one can be so cruel to jux ignore the presence ov others in their life... and jux live on with what they have in mind to get to achieve...

i wonder iv in life.. at any point.. they turn and if they would every realize what they have lost while just tryin to achieve what would satisfy themat tht specific point..

oh well its too complicated.. but to cut it short.. does this even help or is it ever satisfying in the end who live their lives lyke tht ... ?

lol.. so all u HAVE to read ths =D

Computer Tech Support This ought to make you feel better about your computer skills! If you skip any, you have to read the last one!
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Tech support: What kind of computer do you have? Female customer: A white one... =================================

Customer: Hi, this is Celine. I can't get my diskette out. Tech support: Have you tried pushing the Button? Customer: Yes, sure, it's really stuck. Tech support: That doesn't sound good; I'll make a note. Customer: No , wait a minute... I hadn't inserted it yet... it's still on my desk... sorry....
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Tech support: Click on the 'my computer' icon on to the left of the screen.Customer: Your left or my left?
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Tech support: Good day. How may I help you? Male customer: Hello... I can't print. Tech support: Would you click on "start" for me and... Customer: Listen pal; don't start getting technical on me! I'm not Bill Gates.
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Customer: Hi, good afternoon, this is Martha, I can't print. Every time I try, it says 'Can't find printer'. I've even lifted the printer and placed it in front of the monitor, but the computer still says he can't find it...
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Customer: I have problems printing in red... Tech support: Do you have a color printer? Customer: Aaaah....................thank you.
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Tech support: What's on your monitor now, ma'am? Customer: A teddy bear my boyfriend bought for me at the 7-11.
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Customer: My keyboard is not working anymore. Tech support: Are you sure it's plugged into the computer? Customer: No. I can't get behind the computer. Tech support: Pick up your keyboard and walk 10 paces back. Customer: OK Tech support: Did the keyboard come with you? Customer: Yes Tech support: That means the keyboard is not plugged in. Is there another keyboard?Customer: Yes, there's another one here. Ah...that one does work... =================================

Tech support: Your password is the small letter "a" as in apple, a capital letter V as in Victor, the number 7. Customer: Is that 7 in capital letters?
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Customer: Can't get on the Internet. Tech support: Are you sure you used the right password? Customer: Yes, I'm sure. I saw my colleague do it. Tech support: Can you tell me what the password was? Customer: Five stars.
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Tech support: What anti-virus program do you use? Customer: Netscape.Tech support: That's not an anti-virus program. Customer: Oh, sorry...Internet Explorer. =================================

Customer: I have a huge problem. A friend has placed a screen saver on my computer, but every time I move the mouse, it disappears.
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Tech support: How may I help you? Customer: I'm writing my first e-mail. Tech support: OK, and what seems to be the problem? Customer: Well, I have the letter 'a' in the address, but how do I get the circle around it?
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A woman customer called the Canon help desk with a problem with her printer. Tech support: Are you running it under windows? Customer: "No, my desk is next to the door, but that is a good point. The man sitting in the cubicle next to me is under a window, and his printer is working fine."
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And last but not least... Tech support: "Okay Bob, let's press the control and escape keys at the same time. That brings up a task list in the middle of the screen. Now type the letter "P" to bring up the Program Manager." Customer: I don't have a P. Tech support: On your keyboard, Bob. Customer: What do you mean? Tech support: "P".....on your keyboard, Bob. Customer: I'M NOT GOING TO DO THAT!

a very very very girly thng =D

buh tis cuteeeeeeee

its been a few days since i've been wondering if i really have changed or jusx the people around me.. dunno.. evrything seeems to be duller and boring han it usually was.. i wonder iv it jux me or things really r the way they seem to be..
m tired ov it.. nuthin seems to go away n nuthin wht i do is appeciated . nobdy is considerate.. n evrythin's crazy. n still going crazier

... this was sumthin i HAD to share.. sumbdy jux i admire greatly sent me tht .. n regardless of those tiny creatures in the pic.. it jux represents the strong bonds.. i really luv it



Friendship, Teamwork and Love defined in a single photo.......

dunno.. at times i dun feel lyke writing nething at all n now today this is the second time i really wanna just spit out how i feelll... thts as usual horrible n pathetic.. i hate how i act stupid at times n ruin things tht r just going prfctly in thier flow..

n i dunno.. i just dun lyke this in moiself buh at times i hate how i jux feel m just needed wen i can give sumthin to neone.. not tht people really care fo me or sumthin.. i dunno..

thts just it i guess =/

hmm.. today.. jux bits b pieces ov what i have gone thorugh so far in the day..
isnt really important.. n i dunno it jux makes me a lil numb..

woke up erlier than i usually do.. n lyke a habit i checvk my cell phone fo ne txts thts might ave came in while i was sleepin.. awryte so the most sickenin thing.. the worst ov th txts tht just got me off the hook was.. sumbdy having problems with me jux cux smwhere in er stupid mind she thinks as iv m sum threat fo her n her relations.. jealousy hatred or whtever u may call it ..

i dunno. to me.. wen ur sure of urself and the relation u have with people.. then there is no reason to b insecure abt it. i believe nobdy in the world can change wht u mean to someone if ovcourse the other person's not fooling around.. plus u cant restrain neone frm doing wht he/she lykes to do.. that is jux all complexed.. i myte say a lot wen it comes to oral exlainin how i really feel abt this.. but writing it down is a bit difficult..

the other thing...
i hate it how people wll tell u to do things while themselves all hey have been those LAZY freaks.. n then awryte its k as far as they r jux tellin buh hello imposing and then accusing tht u just dun do things cux u dun wanna do or u dun have the guts to do or tht u jux fin reasons for not diong.... i mean WTH..
gosh..

everythin is jux soo craxy.. n pretty tired ov it..

i dun lyke to give titles

umm awryte so after so many days of not checking in not writing nethign.. today i just feel lyke pouring out evrything thts been filling me in since so many days.... thts not soo special but ths how it just is..
sometimes.. it happens tht u look forward for certain things and before they even start u just have those high expextations n all lyke it will come out well.. it will end up being perfect n blah blah..
n then maybe tht u've over expectd or somthin or maybe u havntput enuff effort or the ryte effort in doing it.. it ends up to b a disaster or maybe not the way u wnted it to be..
wht do u do in such a cse.. blame who.. urself for not doing it ryte.. or maybe blame urself for expecting a lot out of it.. or blame people who have been diretly or idirectly been involved wiht wht u have been doing or planing out abt tht thing...
i dunno.. its dumb...
and then wen u just think ur old enuff to do things ur way and to have them the way u want them to be.. all of a sudden sumbdy jux wakes up tellin u tht THIS IS WHT U OUGHT TO BE DOING NOT WHT U DOING IS RYTE... huh dun u feel lyke yellin at the top of ur lungs wen its sumbdy who cant b rude with ... n slamming tht person in the wall or sumthin bad fo this sort .. wen its sumbdy u think u can do nethin with ...
sounds craxy huh... but this is how it has been.. n m soo amazed tht after lyke a mnth or so.. i actually felt soooo bad abt a thing n neva actually got to moi old state of depression instead i handled it a lil better then the way i usd to...

umm.. awryte .. so here it is.. my very own n very first blog.. i was wonderin waht to do when i dun have nethin to do even wen m at work n i've been feeln kinda sleepy since d morning...so ryte now i was kinda really getting pissd at moi busted pc.. i was wondering that i'd get a new one wen i come back to moi office.. n seems lyke nobdy has paid any heed to moi request n i ended up sendin another email to moi boss.. that i dunno , if ever would come bck with an answer..also this place.. i dunno what to say abt .. but it kinda is makin me all go nuts.. for some reason i lyked the place where i workin the last month.. n i've been asked iv i wantd to go back there.. buh i cant make up my mind..oo n there's jux this stupid n d most unny thing.. i enterd the room i sit in.. there are lyke 3 more people in moi room.. n the room had this unpleasng odour.. i kept wonderin y is it so...n finally i figured out its the person sittin next to me has his shoes off.. n its his feet tht stink.. i kinda loath that. as far as i am concernd.. m soo particular abt having neat n clean feet n gud shoes... tht sumthin lyke tht can be a great turn off for me .. dunno what to write more.. as m jux having a headache now..

yeh pichlay blog ki post hay jiska PW me bhool gaee =D

oh well so now i hav forgotten the password to moi old blog.. thats stupid.. anyhow.. i wonder y people keep telling me that i can write better .. although all what is here is how i feel for tht very moment.. m not here to pass on my physcology to the world or to the readers.. i dun wanna sound sane or something lyke that.. i wanna b myself.. or maybe i wanna be wht i am for tht particular moment..
i dun care what people wld think abotu me.. its freakin odd to pretend wht ur not.. its dumb to be with all the responsibilities... is dumb to fullfill them all wen u dun want to.. as its said lyfe aint a bed of roses.. its not always thorns n bad luck either.. i guess doing what u want to do taking out time for wht u wanna do .. n not pretending n bieng how u feel is imprnt.. thts for urself to grow.. ths wht u call personal space..
i often wonder if its jux me or more poeple too who think the same way i do.. n if a lot ov people think tht way then y is it tht they dun practice it themselves.. ..
its reallly funny how after stating all this i still don't feel better..
nehow enuff fo now.. maybe i'd cum up with more sumtime later...